I just found out that one of my ex-boyfriends passed away...I can't really wrap my head around it. I haven't seen or talked to him for over a year, so how am i supposed to feel when this happens? It doesn't really make my life any different. But thinking about what his parents, whom i loved, are going through makes me feel awful. Do i go to the services, knowing we didn't really end things on good terms? Do i send a card? But what does a card do?
We used to be best friends. Then we weren't. Then we both got new best friends, new loves. He was a great person, just not the person for me. I don't know what i feel, because he's not the same person to me that he once was. Isn't it weird how people change in our minds. If this would have happened 4 years ago i would be a mess. But its not. Now i have someone else to worry about. That if this could happen to my ex boyfriend, it could happen to me current one aswell. I pray everyday that it doesn't. That we'll live long healthy lives together. But you never really know.
I think i'll send a card.
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